Oblivion

I long for it to never have happened. Many years on, I still cannot
bring myself to forget. Am I man, or am I beast?

Yes, the blood of Christ covers all. But like the breaking of the
world, it is still better if it had never had happened. It can be
redeemed, but never undone.

I long. My oh my, how I long and I mourn. If I feel this bad...