Lord, I'm sorry for all the times I've gotten in the way of Your work, especially with the parents of CCCNJ. Please forgive me, and work anyway in spite of me. Take me out of the picture, just rescue Your people.

God, I'm so sorry.

Be my advocate and my rebuke

God, you're all that I have. You're all that I want.
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Psalm 62

1 My soul finds rest in God alone;
my salvation comes from him.
2 He alone is my rock and my salvation;
he is my fortress, I will never be shaken.

3 How long will you assault a man?
Would all of you throw him down—
this leaning wall, this tottering fence?

4 They fully intend to topple him
from his lofty place;
they take delight in lies.
With their mouths they bless,
but in their hearts they curse.
Selah

5 Find rest, O my soul, in God alone;
my hope comes from him.

6 He alone is my rock and my salvation;
he is my fortress, I will not be shaken.

7 My salvation and my honor depend on God [a] ;
he is my mighty rock, my refuge.

8 Trust in him at all times, O people;
pour out your hearts to him,
for God is our refuge.
Selah

9 Lowborn men are but a breath,
the highborn are but a lie;
if weighed on a balance, they are nothing;
together they are only a breath.

10 Do not trust in extortion
or take pride in stolen goods;
though your riches increase,
do not set your heart on them.

11 One thing God has spoken,
two things have I heard:
that you, O God, are strong,

12 and that you, O Lord, are loving.
Surely you will reward each person
according to what he has done.

Save us

God, make me a Daniel who can read the times, and like one of the sons of Naphtali who knows what to do.

Am I unable to read the times because I am terrified to believe your Word about judgment? My God, I don't even know what to say.

Your heartbeat feels so far from me these days... I feel like I scarcely know you.