Running

I rest secure in knowing I gave it my all.

I have nothing more than all You offer me
There is nothing else that's of worth to me

I love You Lord You rescued me
You are all that I want
You're all I need

In Your freedom I will live
In Your freedom I will live
I offer devotion
I offer devotion.

I miss you.

You're all I need.

Escape velocity

I wish you were here to calm me down.

Will this gravity ever be overcome? :(

Be my advocate and my rebuke

God, you're all that I have. You're all that I want.
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Psalm 62

1 My soul finds rest in God alone;
my salvation comes from him.
2 He alone is my rock and my salvation;
he is my fortress, I will never be shaken.

3 How long will you assault a man?
Would all of you throw him down—
this leaning wall, this tottering fence?

4 They fully intend to topple him
from his lofty place;
they take delight in lies.
With their mouths they bless,
but in their hearts they curse.
Selah

5 Find rest, O my soul, in God alone;
my hope comes from him.

6 He alone is my rock and my salvation;
he is my fortress, I will not be shaken.

7 My salvation and my honor depend on God [a] ;
he is my mighty rock, my refuge.

8 Trust in him at all times, O people;
pour out your hearts to him,
for God is our refuge.
Selah

9 Lowborn men are but a breath,
the highborn are but a lie;
if weighed on a balance, they are nothing;
together they are only a breath.

10 Do not trust in extortion
or take pride in stolen goods;
though your riches increase,
do not set your heart on them.

11 One thing God has spoken,
two things have I heard:
that you, O God, are strong,

12 and that you, O Lord, are loving.
Surely you will reward each person
according to what he has done.

Save us

God, make me a Daniel who can read the times, and like one of the sons of Naphtali who knows what to do.

Am I unable to read the times because I am terrified to believe your Word about judgment? My God, I don't even know what to say.

Your heartbeat feels so far from me these days... I feel like I scarcely know you.

Oh You Bring

VERSE 1:
Oh You bring hope to the hopeless
And light to those in the darkness
And death to life
Now I'm alive
Oh You give peace to the restless
And joy to homes that are broken
I see You now
In You I'm found

CHORUS:
And You opened the door for me
And You laid down
Your life to set me free
All that I am will serve You Lord
And You opened my eyes to see
All the wonder and awe of Christ in me
Jesus You're everything I need

VERSE 2:
Oh You fill those who are empty
And rescue those in the valley
And through it all You calm my soul
Oh You find me in my weakness
And heal the wounds of my heartache
I worship You in spirit and truth

BRIDGE:
All honour
All glory
All praise to You

I wish you all knew there was more

Holy Spirit, I need so much more of you in my life. I am lonely and poor and desperate without You. Be my Master and walk with me. My soul cries out for so much more. So much more. Father, Son, Holy Spirit.

I don't realize how hard and lonely it is to serve in NJ until I leave... but that's why I'm glad God has called me there in this season. Lord, send us Your rain! Send us your revival! I refuse to release the hem of your robe!

I am a child. I have so much more left to grow. Lord, uphold me against my detractors.