Here again, always

I'm a fool.

Resisting, for now.

It's so hard to say, "Thine will be done," when obedience is calling for inaction.

Wishful

Man, I want a one month vacation. :( But I have no money, and I can't get away from myself.

I think I just want to be alone.

Avant

Il ne fait pas mal plus, mais je ne veux pas encore d'être son ami.

Pourtant, je suis tellement fatigué de faire du mal de personnes.

Onward

Discipline: not looking back. Right or wrong? I don't know. But it is in front of me.

Is happiness really meant for everybody? Regardless, I know the point of my life is not to be happy.

To know Your name

The precious blood of Jesus Christ redeems
Forgiven I'm alive restored set free
Your majesty resides inside of me
Forever I believe
Forever I believe
Arrested by Your truth and righteousness
Your grace has overwhelmed my brokenness
Convicted by Your spirit led by Your word
Your love will never fail
Your love will never fail

I know You gave
The word Your only Son for us
To know Your name
To live within the Saviour's love
He took my place
Knowing He'd be crucified
And You loved
You loved a people undeserving

Just deserts

God give me grace and please, please transform me. I'm just a ball of hurt right now, and I've felt so empty. I know I'm to blame for that... I've felt you knocking and I haven't answered when the larders were full, so now that it's empty I have no right to cry. I accept my indignation, but I look to you in hope. I don't know what to do.

The writing's always been on the wall

I don't know what to do.

God give me a way to move forward. Transform my heart so I have integrity like yours. Make me steadfast and faithful through even the deepest depression. Restore brother Todd. Forgive me for not making the tough choices. Change me, lest I die.

Lest I die.

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I know my God saved the day
And I know His word never fails
And I know my God made a way for me
It's going to be alright.